{"id":363,"date":"2010-08-04T06:48:04","date_gmt":"2010-08-04T11:48:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php"},"modified":"2014-03-24T01:13:13","modified_gmt":"2014-03-24T08:13:13","slug":"nine-seconds","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/writing\/writing-2004\/nine-seconds","title":{"rendered":"Nine Seconds"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5><em>By Martin Falatic<br \/>\nWritten 2004-01-26<br \/>\nRevised 2004-01-26<\/em><\/h5>\n<div class=\"hr\">\n<hr \/>\n<\/div>\n<p>9&#8230; Whew&#8230; I feel dizzy I think&#8230; can&#8217;t breathe&#8230; what-<\/p>\n<p>8&#8230; Oh god, no&#8230; no no no no NO! I&#8217;m not ready, I&#8217;m not done!<\/p>\n<p>7&#8230; But I have to, but I didn&#8217;t get&#8230; wait, let me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>6&#8230; Like fuzz in the ears, it&#8217;s so quiet&#8230; where was I? Oh god&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>5&#8230; I love you. I never told you but I love you, I love you, I love you all but I never told you I love you.<\/p>\n<p>4&#8230; Please don&#8217;t forget! It doesn&#8217;t matter but please Please don&#8217;t forget!<\/p>\n<p>3&#8230; I&#8217;m sorry&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>2&#8230; I&#8217;m so very very sorry for all of it and none of it but most of all for all I didn&#8217;t do&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>1&#8230; God oh god Allah creator destroyer Spirit Meaning whoever you are please be there please be there please someone something somewhere be there-<\/p>\n<p>0&#8230; Are you listening?! Is anyone listening?! I was here! I mattered! I-&#8230;..<\/p>\n<div class=\"hr\">\n<hr \/>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Martin Falatic Written 2004-01-26 Revised 2004-01-26 9&#8230; Whew&#8230; I feel dizzy I think&#8230; can&#8217;t breathe&#8230; what- 8&#8230; Oh god, no&#8230; no no no no NO! I&#8217;m not ready, I&#8217;m not done! 7&#8230; But I have to, but I didn&#8217;t get&#8230; wait, let me&#8230; 6&#8230; Like fuzz in the ears, it&#8217;s so quiet&#8230; where was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":290,"menu_order":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"class_list":["post-363","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/363","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=363"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/363\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martysparadox.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}